Thursday, July 16, 2009

obviously ordinary...

lately i have been feeling ordinary, i've been feeling like my life has taken a turn to the plain.

as a child i'd walk home from the park on bailey road and my life felt like a movie. i felt like i was the star of a journey bigger than myself...and ultimately i do think my life has been extraordinary...i've done things that i never dreamed of, i've lived in beautiful places, i've driven across the country, changed careers (successfully), got married, had a beautiful daughter...

maybe i'm just in a lull. the calm before the journey picks up again...

i am a victim of my own desire to challenge myself and experience as much as i can. maybe i need to calm down, take a breathe and enjoy the calm...

1 comment:

Meredith said...

I know what you're saying Jenn - I feel that way a lot too. I think it's because up until now there's always been a goal - high school, then graduation, then college, then job, then marriage, then kid... now what? Maybe that's why I keep picking up new hobbies, trying to find another goal. :)